i can't believe it's april already. how time flies so fast. i'll be turning 25 already. yay! i've been working for 2 yrs and months... still haven't fulfilled my dreams yet! i need to start doing it...

i remember when i was still in elementary, i used to write in my friend's autograph book... my favorite month: april & may...the reason? it's summer!~we have no school and my family and i would go on a swimming/beach vacation... i always swim no matter what time of the day... and i dont even care how dark my skin would turn out.... when i get back home.... my ama-h (grandmother in chinese) would say.... "what happened to you? you are so dark. don't swim next time." (errr...i cannot tell you exactly what she said to me in chinese) but my mom wouldn't even care about me. she knew that i would go back to my original color. i feel so different among my cousins because they always care about their chinese porcelain skin.... and i dont...i wish i could show you how dark ive got of chlorine! hahaha!!! i just love the water and couldn't resist jumping into the pool or beach... i even dreamt about owning a pool or a beach when i was a kid...